The title of "Driving av Paris" in the dance of Isuwan.

I was born in February, 9 1, 65438. In my impression, English seems to start from the second day of junior high school! Watch fantasy novel, skip class, fight and surf the Internet all night! At that time, I stayed up late to surf the internet very badly and went to a broken high school! SY hasn't been broken during this time! Ying, who left home in high school, is even crazier, basically once a day! Really once a day, sometimes twice a day, high school is addicted to online games and has been playing karting and crossing the line of fire! I remember surfing the internet for more than 20 days and spending the night in the internet bar every day! I also boasted about myself with my classmates for many days! I really regret it now! Until I got 300 points in the college entrance examination for senior three! Things at home are not very good either. Dad was seriously ill and spent a lot of money! I didn't intend to go to college, but my mother asked me to go to college. Graduating from high school is not the way, which means I have never been to school! In this way, I went to college

Maybe I was really simple then. I don't know how the first year of college passed, it was really fast! Of course, my hands have never stopped in the dormitory and bathroom this year! Crazier than home! Maybe my hand is late, maybe my heart is simple! I was still handsome at that time! I won't put photos here. I'm a little thinner, introverted (later I learned it was social phobia) and my face is often red, just like I did something bad. I think this young man is good, but I have never had confidence. Now I finally know that it is caused by English! Seeing people every day is like being inferior, and I don't want to associate with people!

University, the Internet is more serious! At that time, remember to play across the line of fire, play crazy, and form a team. Every day I just eat or sleep online and do nothing else! Long-term hand shadow+staying up late, my vision has dropped a little. At that time, I never thought it was done by hand, didn't take it seriously, and didn't study! Of course, I didn't find a girlfriend, and I didn't find a girlfriend in college. What a joke! Oh, I forgot to introduce that I study nursing! Yes, it's a male nurse! I spent my college life playing tennis and surfing the Internet. Now that I think about it, I feel really uncomfortable.

By 12, I graduated from university, and it's time to go to the hospital for internship! After I went to Qingdao, I don't know why I lost my hands. As far as I can remember, it was about twice a week. Really rare! I study hard because I don't study well. Although I am only an intern in the hospital, I do it very seriously! I also talked to other people, and my mental state was a little better. In fact, the whole person is quite sunny! /kloc-in March of 0/3, I didn't stay in Qingdao and listened to my mother and went back to my hometown! Eight months in Qingdao is the most unforgettable eight months in my youth. I have experienced a lot and learned a lot, although I got nothing! That's a little far

65438+ I went home in early March 2003, and I still had some money on me, so I didn't find a job, so I just played at home! Holding ying+ every day and playing games all night! I am lazy. At that time, I didn't dare to imagine 5.6 times when I had many hands! I spend every day playing games in internet cafes and getting in touch with League of Legends, which is particularly crazy. There are friends playing League of Legends in the bar, and I have reached the level of drilling 4 in 4 months as a novice! 1 1000 combat power, hehe! How crazy is it? I didn't cross the line. Just a few days ago, I played that game crazily again! At that time, I didn't take anything seriously, and my hands kept rubbing every day. I know my hands are harmful and my body can't stand it, but I just can't help it. It's hard not to do it for a day!

Later, I thought, I just graduated and had nothing. When I had no money, I was looking for a job! Anyway, it's not bad. It should be easy to find a job! Hehe, what a naive idea! My parents have been urging me to find a job. I have been angry with my parents. In the evening, I went to Yingzhen to relieve my anger. It's really bad. I went out to play in January, saying that I went out to find a job and went to work. Now that I think about it, it is really unfilial! My parents try hard to make me a person, this is me! Until the beginning of this year, my health was getting worse and worse. My mother stared at my face and said why your face is so big. After listening to it, I saw that my face changed from a small face to a pie face. My body is very thin and my physical strength is very poor. I often have headaches and backaches! I study nursing. I know this body is broken! I think about things when I can't sleep without playing games at night, but I can't think of anything, and then I hand ying 1 time or twice. Three times! Go to bed until you are tired!

Finally, karma came, sweating profusely every day, and often having some nightmares and spring dreams at night! Shoot a spring dream! I dare not see the sun every day. When I got together with my classmates, I said how I changed and became particularly miserable. In our case, it means especially poor and weak! This year's timing is just right. My health is really poor. Now I'm still typing in front of the computer! I knew Baidu quit se before, but I didn't take it seriously! Now that all karma has come to me, what should I do!

Now, classmates or friends should do their careers and do their jobs! I don't even have a basic image at home. Dare not go out, play computer every day, and dare not look for a job at all. The whole person is particularly obscene and lifeless. No matter who I see, I can't hold my head up! When I think of my growth over the years, I only feel sorry and uncomfortable, but my life has to go on. My parents still have great hopes for me, and my life is harmful to me, so I'm here for some help! I hope my friends who quit se can help me! I want to quit, quit ying, quit Yellow se, and I will never play games again! I want to live a good life for the future!

I had a dream last night. I may have nocturnal emission! I can't control it at all I think about those things all day. I know my physical recovery can't be achieved overnight, and I may never be the handsome guy I used to be. But I just want my life to be better in the future, so I vowed to quit English and online games. Swear before the Buddha. Under the supervision of ghosts and gods, violators are willing to go to hell! Please God give me a chance, the last chance! Please, I will turn over a new leaf, I will make up for it, I just want my parents to stop worrying and being sad! I just want to stop thinking and regretting! I just want the sun to shine on me. My heart is no longer uncomfortable and afraid. Give up se. I spend time studying every day. I want to be better!

from now on

Buddha and Bodhisattva, will you give me a chance?