How did the story of my mother's double suicide come from?

In the Western Jin Dynasty, there was a Green Pearl who thanked Shi Chong for meeting him, and he did not hesitate to fall to show his ambition, which was passed down as an eternal story. After half a century, there is another strikingly similar story in Chang 'an, Kyoto, that is, "My mother died for love" sung in the national drama.

The story happened during the reign of Wu Zetian in the Tang Dynasty. Sun Yaoniang was born in an official family. She was an official in the Sui Dynasty in her last life, and only after entering the Tang Dynasty did she fall into a aristocratic family, but she still retained the family style of poetry, calligraphy and courtesy. When I was a child, my mother's family was not rich, but she received a good education. In addition, she is talented, not only knows how to be polite, but also sings and dances, and is good at embroidery. In her thirties, Niangniang was taken to the government for adoption by Zuo Si Langzhong, her father's good friend. Her status is between maid-in-waiting, showgirl and adopted daughter, and she lives the life of Miss Qiao.

Joe was a doctor left in the official department at that time, and he was a five-grade official. According to the etiquette and habits at that time, his family was not qualified to set up a showgirl. Therefore, Yan Niang communicates with people as a family member in Qiao's family. At that time, Yao Niang was twenty or eighty years old, beautiful in appearance, elegant and refined, gentle in voice and elegant in dance, and was regarded as the apple of Joe's eye. If there are distinguished guests at home, I often ask my mother to come out to sing and dance for fun, which can often surprise everyone and win the admiration of the whole house. As a result, Yan Niang's reputation spread all over Chang 'an.

Besides entertaining guests, the considerate mother brought many unexpected joys to Joe's life with sincere love. When Joe Zhi Zhi is sad and depressed, she can sing a song lightly or dance. On a quiet night outside the window, she can talk to Joe all night. Joe regards her not only as a junior, but also as a confidante. Out of love, Joe originally planned to choose a good husband for his mother to ensure lifelong happiness; However, mother was very grateful to Joe for his kindness to meet him and didn't want to leave. Over time, under Joe's sincere care, she gradually developed an unforgettable attachment. Unconsciously, the love between the two changed from the love of Xian Yi, young and old, to the love across age boundaries. In order to repay Joe's affection, the stolen mother has repeatedly expressed her willingness to commit herself to serve her, but Joe accepted her heart but could not bear to accept her pure body, and things dragged down like this.

As the saying goes, "people are innocent, but guilty." The Qiao family has such a beautiful and versatile girl. Many wealthy aristocrats in Beijing who are willing to hunt for sex have come to Qiao's house to buy their mothers as songs or concubines, like a delicate and fragrant flower, attracting countless bees and butterflies who steal honey; Joe Zhi Zhi liked it more and more and refused to give it up, so he offended many powerful people.

Some people are unwilling because they can't get beauty, so they spread the news that "Joe's maid's beauty and wisdom are unparalleled" and finally reached Wu's ears. Wu Chengsi was the nephew of Wu Zetian, and was the red man of the Wu family at that time. He was lustful and arrogant, but he was deeply appreciated by Wu Zetian and was named Wang Wei. He even wanted him to be a prince for a time. Such an aristocratic woman who freely enters and leaves the inner palace, has an affair with concubines and regards them as playthings. When she heard that there was a beautiful girl in the Qiao family, she was curious and determined to keep her for herself, so she sent someone to the Qiao family to propose marriage.

Although Joe can care about others, he dare not neglect Wu. The thought of saying goodbye to this close person who has been with him day and night makes Joe very miserable. In desperation, he thought of a plan to slow down the troops, saying that his mother was ill, and when she recovered, she bought a dowry and sent it to the palace another day. I wish I could put it off for a while. Maybe in the meantime, Wu found another new lover and forgot about it. That's great luck; If we push again, we'll find another way soon. Anyway, every day is a day. At this time, Joe has fallen into chaos and there is no other way.

In Chang 'an in April, when the weather was warm and cold, Joe was in the study, sighing and frowning. Midnight, still sitting alone under the lamp, sad and lingering, so sleepy. At this time, my mother crept up to Joe. Her eyes were flowing, full of complex thoughts of affection, gratitude, pity and melancholy. Generated a determination to entrust themselves to each other, like a flood that burst its banks, and suddenly fell into Joe's arms.

The night is quieter, and that moment becomes eternity. Sun Yao Niang willingly dedicated her chaste body to Joe who had loved her for a long time. Joe clung to his beautiful and charming mother who had loved her for a long time, fearing that if she let go, everything in front of her would disappear and she would be left alone. The night in spring is short. When the cock crows at dawn, the two fall back to the cruel reality from the fog, and Joe is not sure how long they can protect Aiji.

The next morning, Assistant Minister Lai Junchen was entrusted by Wu to visit Sun Yaoniang at Qiao's house. Lai Junchen is a murderous demon. He has a large number of minions and thieves. He specializes in tattling, often spying on people's privacy and accusing Luo Zhi of framing Zhongliang. This man is highly valued by Wu, and he is even more unscrupulous. He is a formidable character. Joe has naturally heard about the cruelty of the future military minister. Therefore, when he stepped into Joe's house, although he smiled and said that he was entrusted to meet this beautiful woman, he euphemistically conveyed Wu's admiration and seemed to sincerely persuade Joe: "If you can please Wang Wei, your brother will definitely be promoted. I hope to support you more!" However, Joe is sweating like a pig, so he dare not neglect him. After lunch, he had to promise to send his mother to the Wu family that day.

"As soon as Houmen entered the sea, Xiao Lang was a passer-by." After Yan Niang entered the Wei Palace, although Joe escaped the threat from the future, it was followed by boundless emptiness, loneliness, coldness and sadness. I can't hear my mother's gentle voice and see her graceful image. Everything in my life seems pale, lifeless and hopeless. Even being promoted and knighted means nothing to Joe.

The beauty in Wei Palace is like a cloud, singing and dancing all day long, very fragrant. In Wu's view, Sun Yaoniang is like a beautiful wild flower growing in a deep mountain valley. Without artificial voice and dance, she has a primitive charm, natural and simple beauty and wild games, so she enjoys an unexpected enjoyment and loves her for a while. But Sun Yao Niang can't forget Joe in her heart, and she is at arm's length with Wu Ruo. She plays skillfully, sings beautifully and dances beautifully, and refuses to lose herself easily.

At Wu's behest, Joe was promoted from a doctor with five products to an assistant with four products. However, he didn't think about his mother's tea and rice all day, and he became depressed. He only thinks about her smile. Since he can't even save a beloved person, the promotion and knighthood will only add shame and sorrow. I can't sleep in the middle of the night, thinking of Shi Chong, who was convicted of Lv Zhi in Jin Dynasty, and Liang Lv Zhi, who fell from a building in Jinguyuan. But after all, I had an amazing love story, but I was ashamed to drag out an ignoble existence, which was downright cowardly. It is better to lay down one's life for love and continue to live in the afterlife than to live without pity and boredom. After careful consideration, I finally made up my mind, so I put on my clothes, lit the lamp and wrote with emotion:

Shi Jia Jingu resounds, and the Pearl buys elegance;

In the past, poor gentlemen promised themselves, but now singing and dancing are popular.

Gentleman's boudoir is never difficult, and people often borrow people to watch songs and dances;

Prosperity and arrogance are not unreasonable, and arrogance and power are cross-related.

I don't have the heart to look for you, but I will hide my blush in vain;

High-rise buildings last for a hundred years, and a generation of beautiful women suits you best.

The Green Pearl of the Stone Family can die, but why can't Joe's mother? Shi Chong can die without fear of violence. Why does Qiao Zhi have to endure this endless torture? After Joe made up his mind, he wrote the poem on a handkerchief and told the loyal servant Lao Cang to try to give it to Yan Niang.

Lao Cangtou bribed Wei's servant and finally gave Shi Pa to Yan Niang. My mother waited until the dead of night and secretly unfolded Robb. When she saw the familiar old handwriting, she burst into tears. After reading the last sentence, "A generation of beautiful women is the best for you", Hui Ling's mother fully understood the pains of her old lover. She felt that her heart was closely connected with Qiao Zhi, who was also suffering from love. At this time, only death is the only way to keep her chastity. She clenched her silver teeth, wiped the tears from her face and made up her mind to die for her virginity.

She already had the idea of dying for the whole festival, but she was afraid of bringing Joe Zhi Zhi into trouble, so she didn't act; At this time, since Qiao Zhi was so reckless and sincere, there would be no worries and regrets when he died. She put away the mirror, painted it yellow, dressed neatly, and looked at her charming face and graceful figure for the last time. These natural qualities that once brought her good luck and joy will send her to the grave today, and she can only give them a sad smile. Finally, she tied Ropa, who wrote poetry, to nepotism, groped her way to the back garden in late April and found an abandoned ancient well, ending her short and sad life with a leap.

Sun Yaoniang disappeared from Wei Palace, and Wu angrily ordered people to look around. If the big palace: houses, pavilions, rockeries, ponds, flowers and trees were turned upside down everywhere, it was only in the ancient well that the body of the empress was found. Send someone to salvage, still dressed neatly and rosy. Look at the clothes and belts, there is a Ropa side. When Wu saw this poem, he flew into a rage. He not only lamented the sudden death of Sun Yaoniang, but also resented Joe's poems and sent a gorgeous flower to the wall. So he ordered the cruel officials to arrest Joe immediately.

The Qiao family was copied and the people were implicated in prison. They were beheaded in the autumn of the first year of Wu Zetian's longevity. For a time, this story spread in Chang 'an, and many people lamented it. "Sun Yaoniang threw herself into a well" is like a replay of "Liang Lvzhu Falling from a Building". Two delicate flowers withered prematurely for sincere and faithful friendship. Although the flowers have withered, the fragrance they left will remain in people's hearts forever. Liu

Husband and wife are like two boats. Fortunately, we met in the river of life. If you can walk side by side to the end, it is lucky. But sometimes, because of the storm of life, two ships are thrown to both sides. If we can still be together after experiencing hardships and loneliness, it will be a great blessing in life. Han Yi, a beautiful woman in the Tang Dynasty, experienced ups and downs in life and tasted the ups and downs.

Liu was a singer in the home of Li Hong, a wealthy businessman in Chang 'an during Tianbao period of Emperor Xuanzong of Tang Dynasty. She is beautiful in appearance, elegant in manners, familiar with calligraphy and graceful in voice, and won Li Hongzhi's favor. Many guests who come in and out of the Li family admire her.

Although Li Hong is a businessman, he is gentle, bookish and willing to make friends with literati. His master often takes in a group of talented, personable and temporarily frustrated people, and Han Yi is one of them. Han Yi, a native of Nanyang County, lived in his later years. He is very talented in literature. He came to Chang 'an, Kyoto from his hometown to seek development. He couldn't find a way to be an official for a while, and occasionally met Li Hong. They became friends, so he stayed at Li Hong's house, waiting for an opportunity.

On a clear autumn day, Li Hong and Han Yi went to visit Xianyou outside the city. After the new autumn rain, the forest was washed, and the two felt that the scenery was pleasant and they lingered, but it was dusk. Moved, Han Yi improvised a poem on the wall:

Qin Fenglin in the distance is hidden in the twilight, and the sound of anvil almost overturns Han;

The empty altar is clear and scattered, and the small hole is fragrant with grass.

Li Hong read Han Xu's poems, claiming to be absolutely unique, and admired his poetic talent very much. Back home, Li Hong couldn't help giving Han Xu's poems to Liu, who knows how to taste poems. Liu secretly praised him. From then on, every time she ran into Han Yi in the corner gallery, she couldn't help but want to look at him again, but her heart was pounding like a rabbit, and her half-drooping eyes flashed with admiration and shyness. Clever Han Yi also guessed the intention contained in her expression, so she unconsciously gave her a caring look.

One of them is a guest of the host family, and the other is Geji. Because of etiquette, it is not convenient for anyone to express anything clearly. After a long time, Liu's flirting with Han Yi was finally noticed by Li Hong, who saw the secret and elegant feelings. Li Hongben is a generous man. He really thinks that Han Yi and Liu are a match made in heaven, so he generously gave Liu to Han Yi. The good people went all out to buy them a house in Zhangtai Street in Chang 'an City and gave them 300,000 yuan, forming a sweet and happy family. From then on, Liu and Han Yi not only became loving couples, but also became celebrities in Chang 'an. People called them "golden married couples". The couple knew that all this was given by the benefactor Li Hong, and their gratitude to this kind and good friend was beyond words.

Happy days pass quickly. Seeing that year after year flies, Han Yi's fame is still hopeless, his ambition is hard to pay, and his heart is gradually becoming melancholy. After leaving his hometown for several years and living in the bustling imperial capital Chang 'an, Han Xu misses the idle life of his hometown in Nanyang from time to time. If he hadn't been accompanied by a beautiful and affectionate wife, he would have packed his bags and gone home. At this time, a friend of Han Yi is going back to his hometown in Jiangdong, and Han Yi will affectionately write a "farewell" poem to see him off:

How to return to China is like taking advantage of the spring breeze and diligently promoting more people's wine;

Chi Pan spends a lot of time shooting ducks, and the rain on the bridge washes the hidden crow willows.

Far away, I shed my new clothes and went back to my neighbor's house drunk;

Put your hand under the bridge and smoke trees fly all over the mountain.

Although the title of the poem is Farewell to Friends, it is actually expressing the poet's own nostalgia and yearning for his hometown. But the original intention of coming to Chang 'an was to seek career development, but now it has achieved nothing. Really ashamed to see my hometown elders! Han Yi suppressed her worries and made up her mind to make progress. So, under the gentle care of adding fragrance to tea, I worked hard and finally entered the examination in Tianbao thirteen years. The husband and wife hugged each other and cried.

After the entrance examination, the next step is to wait for the court to appoint an official position. There is free time in the middle. Han Yi wants to take this opportunity to go back to his hometown to visit relatives, but he is full of homesickness. It's a long way, and Chang 'an's home needs someone to take care of it, so I can't take Liu with me. The couple were deeply in love until the autumn of Tianbao 14th year, when Han Yicai reluctantly bid farewell to his beloved wife and set foot on the road to his hometown.

Han Yi, who returned home dressed in splendor, really enjoyed the scenery for quite a while by entertaining relatives and friends, visiting old friends, and paying homage to his ancestors and sweeping the grave. Liu, who is far away in Chang 'an, sat alone and thought so much, staying at home and waiting for her husband to come back. In a blink of an eye, autumn came and winter came. After several cold winds and rains, Chang 'an Avenue was covered with snow. At this moment, the news came that Lailu Mountain had sent troops south, and the Anshi Rebellion broke out. War raged in the Central Plains, and Chang 'an and Luoyang were in panic. Because the war blocked the road, the husband who was thousands of miles away didn't know when he could return to him. Liu was very worried that he didn't go with her husband.

Tongguan fell, and Emperor Xuanzong of the Tang Dynasty led the imperial court to leave Chang 'an hastily and fled to Xishu, causing chaos in Chang 'an. In order to save his innocence, Liu painted soot on his face, put on shabby clothes, followed the crowd to escape outside and lived in Horinji. After taking refuge in the temple for several months, Tang Suzong, who acceded to the throne, had a straight schedule, also because the rebels had Neijiang. In addition, Guo Ziyi took this opportunity to fight back with his loyal teachers and soldiers who won the battle. In September of the second year of Zhide, Xijing Chang 'an was recovered, and soon Luoyang, the eastern capital, was also recovered.

After the war subsided, Liu returned to Zhang Taiyan's home in Chang 'an, exhausted. After more than a year of chaos and looting, Chang 'an was full of depression, and Liu's life was also in difficulties and hardships.

In that earth-shattering turmoil, Han Yi couldn't get back to Chang 'an, so he moved to the nearest place to serve as the master book of Hou Dajun and fought side by side with the army. Although two cities were recovered, wars continued everywhere, and Han Yi's army continued to fight. For a while, I still can't go back to Chang 'an to reunite with my wife, so I have to send someone to visit Liu's family in Chang 'an, and fill a bag of gold for my wife as living expenses. The letter also includes a poem:

Zhang Taiyan, Zhang Taiyan, was the past green?

Even if the strip was old enough to hang down, it climbed into his hand!

This poem is full of yearning and anxiety. After many vicissitudes, he suggested that his weak wife could not support him and had entrusted herself to others.

When Liu got the news of her husband and knew that he was safe and sound, he was extremely happy. I can't help crying when I am happy. For a long time, frustration, helplessness, fear and pain were all vented in front of people who came from their husbands.

Holding a silk bag and reading a poem carefully is really full of bitterness, and I don't know where to start. So I began to concentrate, turn it into a poem full of emotion and give it to the bearer:

Yang Liuzhi, Fang Fei's festivals, bitterness and bitterness leave each year,

A leaf suddenly reports autumn with the wind, even if it comes, it can't be broken.

During the Han and Tang Dynasties, Chang 'an people gave many folding willows to each other to show their reluctance. When Liu said goodbye to Han Xu, she naturally gave him a gift. For her, Liu is her family name, and giving Liu a gift is even more special. The willows in Chang 'an sprout every year, but they leave people but don't return. The people who sent the willows waited until today, and their sadness and thoughts were beyond words. In Liu's poem, it means "flowers must be folded straight, so don't wait for no flowers to fold branches", reminding her husband to return to reunion as soon as possible and not to worry about the years, so as not to leave me with resentment.

Sure enough, just as Han Yi followed Hou to sweep back and forth the remnants of thieves and soldiers on the battlefield, in Chang 'an, which has gradually restored prosperity, a group of Uighur generals who helped the Tang Dynasty to quell the rebellion were arrogant and arrogant. Liu is favored by Sha Chi-li because of her excellent beauty. After the relatives and friends refused, Liu was forcibly taken home by someone in the sand pool, and Liu lived a life by his side every day.

Soon, the court ordered Hou to return to Chang 'an as a left servant, and Han Yi also returned to Chang 'an. When he arrived at the familiar home in Zhangtai Street happily, it was desolate and empty. Just like a pot of cold water poured on Han Yi's head, he suddenly became extremely disappointed and thought, "I'm afraid I'll never see my wife again in this life!" The joy of returning to the DPRK was gone, and he was lost all day.

He looked around and finally learned that his beloved wife had been robbed into the mansion in the sand pool, so he reported to the official and asked to find out, but at that time, the court did not dare to offend easily, let alone for a nobody like Han Yi, and things were always hanging in the air.

Han Xu wailed and almost lost interest in living. Things were known by his good friend Xu Jun, who was a military commander under Hou. He is generous and straightforward, so he is very keen. Although he and Han Yi are knowledgeable and skilled, they are very close friends, like brothers. Xu Jun heard that there are such unreasonable things in the world. When he bit Kouga, he became very chivalrous and decided to deal with you the way you dealt with him. Heo Yun asked Han Yi to write a letter, take it with him, get dressed, get on a good horse and drive off to the sand weaving back room. He broke through the layers of obstacles, went straight into the inner room, found Liu, grabbed her off the horse, left a warning letter in the sand pool, rode out of the tight encirclement, and quickly flew to the Han family house in Zhangtai Street.

Han Yi had already stood in front of the hospital, looking forward to it. When Liu saw this scene, he understood most of it. Xu Jun put Liu down and said to Han Xu, "Fortunately, I don't deserve to die!" Then get on the horse and go. Speaking of which, Han Yi and Liu simply forgot to thank prosthodontic. They looked at each other for a while, then hugged each other and cried their eyes out until it was dark.

Although his wife returned to his side, Han Yi was still worried that Shachili would not let him go, so he asked his old boss Hou to report to the emperor and ordered Liu to return to Han Yi. In order to avoid trouble, but also for the sake of the generals' face, Han Yi gave Shachili two million yuan to make money, which was a compensation for Shachili not to pursue it, and the matter was successfully solved. Two long-lost ships can go hand in hand again.

Even so, Liu is worried that Chang 'an has become a sad place. Living here often reminds her of bitter memories, so she persuaded her husband to take her away from this bustling city and find a quiet place of their own.

Han Yi has been disheartened since the accident, so he resigned from his office and returned to his hometown Nanyang with his beloved wife.

In Nanyang, the two men lived an idyllic life of farming by men and weaving by women. Although they are poorer, they also feel comfortable and happy. After middle age, they suddenly became very happy, so they took a boat down the Han River, swam in Jianghan Lake and Hunan, and then moved to Yangzhou, where they settled in the quiet and beautiful foothills of Zen Wisdom. In a blink of an eye, ten degrees of spring and autumn passed in their leisure time, and their savings gradually ran out. Due to the pressure of livelihood, Han Yi once again came out of the mountain and joined Li Xiangmian's team of small officials.

At this time, Tang Suzong was dead, and Prince Li Yusi was Tang Daizong. Han Yi's career has experienced ups and downs for decades, but he has made no progress in fame, and his colleagues generally don't take him seriously. However, Han Xu's poems spread all over the world and were listed as one of the "Top Ten Talents" in China at that time. His most famous poem is Cold Food:

The mountain city is full of flowers, and the cold food is east wind and willows;

As night fell, the palace was busy lighting candles, and smoke drifted to the house of the prince and the marquis.

This poem was not only widely read, but also appreciated by the emperor. So when there was a vacancy for Mr. Sheren, the ministers recommended two people. Tang Daizong thought this was not ideal, and he thought of Han Yi, who was good at writing poems. At that time, there were two Han Yi, one was Liu's husband and the other was Jianghuai Secretariat. In order to find out the identity, the imperial edict specifically stated that "Hanyi wrote cold food poems".

The "Zhongshu Sheren" is equivalent to the emperor's confidential secretary, and it is also a pivotal position in the court. Under the jealous congratulations of colleagues, Han Yi and Liu went to the capital Chang 'an again.

Old Liu lost all her beauty at this moment, but her relationship with Han Yi became more sincere and faithful after the ups and downs, and they grew old together and came to the end of their lives.