Miss my sister Xiaoqing doomed to wither, begonia in winter.

Winter in Jiangnan is very strange. According to the 24 solar terms, it is already winter, but the weather is still very warm. Although the weather is warm, everything should basically feel winter. It's time for them to hibernate and collect. But there will always be some accidents.

Last winter, just on the road I often walk, just before the cold winter is coming, because of the warmth of a few days, a small and delicate begonia actually bloomed on a begonia tree. While marveling at this begonia, I am deeply worried: this is not the time when you appeared, nor the place where you came!

Sure enough, in a few days, the late winter came suddenly and forcefully, and I often watched it anxiously. For the first day or two, it shivered in the cold wind. On the third or fourth day, its beautiful color remains the same, but the petals have lost moisture. When I went to see it a few days later, the branches had disappeared.

Reading Bi Feiyu's novel "Remember Sister Xiaoqing" and watching Xiaoqing die as an elf once again reminds me of the winter begonia flowers.

Xiaoqing inherited her father's introversion and silence, but her mother gave her too rich artistic talent.

This contradictory character has created a unique Xiaoqing. She is different in two ways:

First, she is a "little monster" in the eyes of rural people. Country people use "little monsters" to describe a girl, which is a bit like Mrs. Wang saying that Baoyu is a "curse", which is a derogatory term. In fact, it means to like it very much, or the country people think Xiaoqing is a very beautiful and charming girl.

Xiaoqing's artistic temperament is innate, and her understanding and comprehension of beauty is so outstanding. She can weave lifelike animals with straw or wheat straw, and she will dance beautiful national dances with deep affection.

Second, she is never with people. Dancing. She likes to dance alone. As long as someone is watching, she will stop at once. Other friends play games together, and she basically doesn't participate. Sometimes she hides and peeks.

This difference is the internal cause of Xiaoqing's tragic fate.

When parents and villagers were busy turning over saline-alkali land together, when brother was busy playing alone, Xiaoqing was alone in the blacksmith shop, obsessed with the beautiful iron flower formed by molten iron, trying to hold it with both hands, but both hands were useless.

Of course, fate is not only caused by this internal cause, but also the interaction between internal and external causes.

Xiaoqing's hand was abolished, which was the first step of tragic fate, followed by Xiaoqing's madness.

Because Xiaoqing saved a person, a woman who wanted to commit suicide. This woman, who wanted to get rid of the torture of being criticized, chose to find a place where no one was there to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river, but was discovered and rescued by sensitive Xiaoqing.

It is said that saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda, but fate has not taken care of this poor little girl. The woman who was tortured because she didn't die vented her anger and evil on Xiaoqing, driving Xiaoqing crazy.

The third step, Xiaoqing was trampled to death.

In such an era of collective unconsciousness, it is very common for two villages to fight over one person and one thing. On the night of revenge, Xiaoqing followed her brother to the school playground to watch an open-air movie. The rumor that "we are surrounded" caused confusion and trampling, and brothers and sisters were separated. When the chaos ended and my brother found Xiaoqing, Xiaoqing had been trampled to death.

Xiaoqing, as weak as an elf, died before she could bloom the brilliance of life.

Isn't Xiaoqing a begonia flower? Begonia flowers in full bloom in winter, cold weather and chilly north wind are the direct drivers of Xiaoqing's tragic fate!

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