Reflections on reading time on the partition wall: let wandering souls have their own places.

At the end of the year and the beginning of the year, Pidu's educational books were full of troubles. First of all, in the form of "administrative leadership, school organization, and full participation", thousands of teachers in the whole region were given a series of reading feasts with the theme of "positive psychology in education". Reading, communication, publishing special issues, lecture tours, expert lectures ... In this cold winter, we experienced a scientific, positive and thrilling experience, and the sky of education was illuminated by the sun.

I have the honor to participate in the sharing of positive psychology in education. During New Year's Day, I was lucky enough to receive a copy of Time on the Partition Wall. I can't wait to read it and share it again.

Only drink Yangtze River water and eat Wuchang fish. If we have just returned to reality from the "blessing stream" shock wave of Tao Xinhua and Peng Kaiping, and the inner waves have not dispersed, then the "Pidu Indigenous" era of this partition wall has already aroused waves in my heart. If we say that the former, with its rational light of "high-end, atmospheric and high-grade", focuses on letting us correct our mentality and sow seeds; The latter takes "low-key, luxurious and connotative" as the truth, focusing on arousing our feelings and basing ourselves on the earth.

I think the reason why this book aroused my interest in reading is first because of the author. The author, Mr. Zhang Dingjun, is a native of Pixian County, a primary school teacher and a middle school teacher, and later engaged in administrative work in the Education Bureau. In the words of our old leader, Hong Tao, in the postscript, he never left education or Pixian County in his life. This experience is actually the experience of many teachers in Pixian County, and it is the experience of most teachers in Pixian County today or tomorrow. From this perspective, the author is our next-door brother and an ordinary member of our group. Such an identity is easily recognized by readers. His statement may be an endorsement of us. What's more, what he described happened to be the local conditions and customs of Pixian County, which is a home we are familiar with.

The author may not know that I was a big fan of his blog a few years ago. It's just that I clicked on familiar links as a passer-by (without leaving any traces of browsing) to appreciate the people, events, scenery and feelings described by the author, to watch My World in the eyes of another person, and to experience the unique local flavor of rural areas in western Sichuan. At the same time, I am also complacent about the spiritual feelings and life wisdom contained in the text.

Today, with the time on the wall in my hand, I slowly walked into Sketch of Mortal, Painful Life and Solar Terms ... The more I read it, the more interesting it became: when I first browsed the blog, I was as satisfied as a fast food, or sighed, or laughed, or sad, or happy, but rarely thought deeply. Now, the book that exudes ink fragrance also exudes the fragrance of thinking, like a teapot that exudes tea fragrance, and there is a charm that I have never felt before.

To tell you the truth, I read the chapter "Worrying about the Worries", and my eyes filled with tears and I was extremely anxious. For a period of time this spring, I heard from a friend who works in the bureau that Mr. Ding Jun actually took time off to go on a "cloud tour". Who knows that he quietly went to see a "life and death robbery". After reading decameron, I lamented that there are such low-key, calm and profound people in the world. Many friends must have asked him for information during that time. He was happy and said in a word, "I went out for a trip." I think it's a pity that such a person doesn't work in the Secrecy Bureau.

After reading the chapter "solar terms", I suddenly feel that the author's perseverance and persistence are really terrible. He actually spent a whole year looking at China's traditional "24 solar terms" with his own unique eyes. I didn't know much about the seasons of solar terms before. Only after reading his words do we realize the important value of these solar terms to us.

I like these two chapters best: Pulse Time and Long Love. I left home when I was young and moved several times. I often think of my hometown, but it is always so strange. When I read something like "Changfeng in the field, the fragrance of rice and wheat, the connotation of farming ..." in the author's hometown, I suddenly felt a lot of regrets: for a person like me who moved from Langzhong, an ancient geomantic city in eastern Sichuan, to the foot of Huaying Mountain and then to western sichuan bazi, his childhood hometown was so far away. The depth of the author's writing about the houses, trees and customs of his hometown, as well as the sureness and purity, tranquility and peace of stepping on his hometown, are hard to find in my dreams.

Reading "We are all city dwellers", "City Dream" and "Going to the City" has made me pause many times and fall into deep thought. If we say that the understatement of "the guests in the village dam have never seen the world" makes the self-respecting mother run away with an ignorant "I", but the little aunt who lives in the county town is repeatedly said "Oh, oh, a rare visitor is coming from the village dam" and "I think the eldest baby is the cleverest and may have a life in the city in the future" and "What a brave doll" Especially when Maicheng was defeated, it can make you clear your mind and look back at the road you have traveled. When we wave goodbye, we will accumulate strength in the future journey and look forward to making a comeback and reviving the mountains and rivers. "In other words, this grandiloquence can be understood as: only by being kind to life and others can one see all the vicissitudes of life, endure the hardships of the world, and have leisurely power in silence.

When I read this sentence, "we are all city residents ... as soon as I left, I didn't know which sensitive part of my heart was touched, and I actually sobbed in an instant." My eyes were moist again.

After reading this article, my mother and I talked about the scene of leaving my hometown in Langzhong that winter more than 40 years ago and moving my family: on the 29th of New Year's Day, I got up in a hurry because the factory car came to pick us up. My mother carried my two-year-old sister and dragged me out of the thatched cottage in my hometown when I was five years old. I looked back step by step and cried my eyes out. I said to my mother, "Mom, I cried at that time. There was so much delicious food on the banquet table in the courtyard dam that I didn't eat a bite. I really want to grab two pieces of fat on the table and eat them before I go. " Mother said, "I heard that the car was waiting on the beam that day, and your father ran back to urge you to run." You are so stupid that you didn't expect to leave with a bowl of food. We were starving that day. " My mother and I talked about the hard life from my hometown Langzhong to Huaying Mountain, where my father taught, and all the efforts made to jump out of the farm. "Alas, those years are really bitter. Where did you think we could live such a happy life in the city? "

In Time on the Wall, the most successful and emotional person is his mother. For example, "My mother is really a wonderful flower. She doesn't want the luxurious food provided by her children, she doesn't like the escort behind you, and she doesn't even want you to have a bright future. What she told you to learn in Disciples Rules is useless. " "My mother is always dismissive of my continuous progress." "Although she is old, she is persistent in leading you, interfering with you, caring for you and scolding you, even though you are dozens of years old." "I was persuaded by my mother, a natural novelist, vivid and vivid, with both form and spirit. Dialects, exclamations, rude words and quips fall like rain outside the window in early summer ..." "Whenever I meet anything, my mother always dominates us in her own way. My mother believed in God and ghosts all her life. Perhaps her faith gave her a very strong heart. " ... in the article, it is really a long story to express her awe, love, appreciation and filial piety. Every time I read the words about my mother, I draw the image of this powerful, capable and kind old lady in my mind. I pray that she will live a long and healthy life and continue to "rule" her children strongly so that the Great Wall will not fall.

In the age of partition walls, "friendship at that time" was simple and poetic. "The reality is difficult, but we are rarely cynical; The ideal is too far away and boundless, so we just embrace each other. "

In the time of the partition wall, the "hard core at that time" was so sincere that people could not help laughing: "From spring to summer, Lao Feng rode that broken car and camel his sister, traveling in western sichuan bazi. Lao Lei and I are like two 100-watt bulbs, hanging faithfully on the left and right hands of his bicycle faucet, illuminating the couple's journey. "

At the time of partition ...

Li Jingze thought: Writing is to review it. Walk past yourself and try to walk past others.

What about reading?

"In fact, every reader can only read what already exists in his mind" (Marcel Proust)

The author wrote in the book: The world is so wonderful that there seems to be some kind of magnetic field between heaven and earth, which makes some wandering souls find their own way and follow it.

Just like I am reading Time on the Wall at the moment, I will be warmed by some words, I will look back on the past and look forward to the future ... The direction I am looking for and relying on must be kindness, sincerity and affection.

This is my humble opinion on reading this book.