What should a traditional handsome boy in China look like? (face, eyes, nose, mouth, ears, etc. )

Big eyes and sharp eyes give people a feeling of integrity and determination. This is where I belong. I really don't think so unless you tell me. What I'm saying now is a little right. I grew up, but all people in the north or in the countryside, both men and women, seem to be particularly devastated when they see me. I don't think it's because I'm ugly Once a girl gave me an evaluation that made me really don't know what to say. She said to me, you, but not the super handsome kind ~ ~ ~ ~ I was speechless at once, and several directors wanted to ask me to film. Unfortunately, we don't like people who look like me here. We all like the cream-colored boy type, that is, the mature and stalwart type, which is not popular here because there are too many mental retardation after 80.90. . . That's why I entered the university and was chased by more than n girls, as well as school flowers and class flowers. Unfortunately, I don't have that fate. I am mentally retarded and can't face normal people, so I have been very painful and depressed. .