A speculative loser in debt how to turn around?

I am also a speculator, from the University of 10 years began to first learn to buy funds, and then followed by the purchase of precious metals of the bank's Internet banking, and then into the stock, last year began to enter the futures market, to the present one whole year, heavily indebted, the amount of money owed is also a six-figure As a graduate from the countryside, the family was difficult, so many years has been thinking of is how to make big money to make money quickly, how to The first time I saw the movie, I was in the middle of it, and I was in the middle of it, and I was in the middle of it. The first few years of the stock market is a small investment, although it has been losing, but did not lose much, 15 years of the bull market early investment of 30,000 yuan, earned 80%, followed by the unprecedented stock market crash, has been losing has been losing, stock market technology is not good, the money earned even the capital all lost. It is also considered a stock market novice, always want to dead carry back. Then borrow money to set credit card, to last year in May really no way, it quit, when the total **** owed 10. Last year, April and May futures market is very hot, and then left the stock market into the futures, to now a whole year, the debt quadrupled

A year, do futures habits are full of dry, why is it, because the debt is too much, always want to quickly retrieve some of the back, the mentality has received a great impact. Technology ah, the operation of those also in many places to learn a lot, but can not be in accordance with the normal to the pressure of debt situation, the mentality has changed, resulting in the operation of no discipline.

Doing futures is lonely, chatting with few people. The previous stock market is still often in the group to find people to chat, do futures people are rarely chat. There are only one or two million people in the country who do futures. In recent years, because of the loss of more, what circle of friends space QQ group basically do not bubble, just go to work and colleagues to chat, have become a lonely person.

The university learned so many theories of business management, I thought I could have a good play in the work, but the road is never what they want, like futures, the mentality is not firm, the daily line on the big rise, 30 minutes line and hourly line can also toss you, and then pull up, the trend is relative, the loss is absolute. Recognize do futures teacher, do make money, other people's analysis and operation, is really making more money than loss, and a month turn two or three times. Other people full-time, I am part-time, often work is not necessarily to keep up with the market, so doomed to use other people's rules trading methods.

This year, 25 years old, owed so much debt, and now every month to pay a huge debt, demolition of the east wall to make up for the west wall, this month or next month, the debt is going to collapse, in this society now, credit collapse, the next ten years are estimated to be finished, surrounded by poor relatives, and can not help what help, not to mention the family inside. The family does not know my situation, the monthly salary is not high, but still have to give the family money to use, I do not know what will happen next month or the next month after that.

This society is very realistic, what class classification, what crowd classification, to want to through down-to-earth struggle from a class breakthrough to another class to go, what is a shortcut, only speculation is a shortcut, although the death of countless people, but this is a clear to see the road. My parents are old, much older than the parents of other people of the same age, just graduated when I thought, I can only go faster shortcuts to let my parents enjoy a few more years, graduated from college and not willing to go back to the countryside or back to that third-tier cities, want to chase the dream of the big city, and now it can only get worse and worse, looking at the side of the classmates of the roommate of the past few years have lived in the wind and water, compared to my own can only get more and more failures.

If there is no futures loss this year, I may be more successful in my work, at least I think the ability to work is also very good. Now every day is spent trying to figure out how to get out of the hole and how to avoid defaulting on my debt credit. If I pay off my debt, maybe I'll get a more challenging job, after all, my dream since childhood was to have a career, and maybe, I'll continue to play futures, but I won't be so undisciplined and rule-less.

This year was enough to enrich me for a lifetime. But this year, enough to pit me for life

Seeking ways to get out of the pit, there is no that god has guidance, kneeling!