What is the workplace atmosphere in Japan?

Graduated from a famous local university in Japan, joined a listed company and technical department.

Due to various reasons, the work is not smooth, and I can feel that the leaders are very dissatisfied with me.

It was targeted before, but after I went to the psychological clinic and issued a certificate of depression, I left it alone. I just caught a meal and got caught several times. But I totally hate this job. Dead mice can't touch the cold. I also do some work, but I am by no means a self-motivated employee.

Because the company is a traditional enterprise, it pursues a lifelong employment system in Japan. As a full member, I will never be dismissed as long as I don't resign voluntarily or meet certain conditions for voluntary resignation (for example, I have no attendance record for more than half a year due to illness).

As long as you don't care about no salary increase and bonus discount, it's basically the same condition as the problem.

I won't resign soon, because I can apply for permanent residence soon. It is easier for listed companies to stay forever.

But it is impossible not to leave, because people around you are unfriendly.

For a small example, I will be told by the leader because of my sitting posture. Said that people around me told him that I was not sitting straight. For work reasons, I use an external monitor. My own computer and external monitor are both two screens, which need to be taken care of at the same time. I hold up the external monitor, and then I sit down a little, so that the two monitors can be in a line. At that time, I was told. Improper behavior is not correct, but who is in the way?

There are many such small reports, and I only picked the most puzzling one. Japanese people are disgusting. They tell on everything and never say it directly. I eat in the company canteen at noon. There was a problem before. I always swipe my meal card before I go back to work. This is not in line with normal procedure. The canteen staff didn't tell me directly after they found out, but turned to let another senior from China in our company tell her. I really hate it when they do this. Sometimes, the point is that I am just in a hurry to eat. In their mouth, I became a faithless person who didn't pay. What I said to my face was a small mistake. Just smiling at each other, a circle completely changed the taste of this matter.

There are countless similar bad ideas. Without these, I might have been fishing.