Ordinary world (3) Chapter 26

Fate always goes against its wishes. But often in countless pains, in heavy contradictions and difficulties, people are mature and strong; Although these things don

Fate always goes against its wishes. But often in countless pains, in heavy contradictions and difficulties, people are mature and strong; Although these things don't all bring joy to people in actual feelings.

Tian Runye and Li Xiangqian, who lost their legs, have been living together for some time. In this long day, Runye gradually adapted to family life.

Of course, at first, for a long time, this life was not very happy, because her husband was physically disabled after all, and most of the inconveniences in life were handled by her alone. There is nothing wrong with the economy. Although I am going to take labor insurance, the company still has some subsidies, and with her salary, the situation of two people can still be passed. She wants to send some money to two old people in Shuangshui Village. But the former parents have a high salary and only one son, so let them spend as much money as possible.

Sexual life, which is very important in husband and wife's life, still has the function of a normal person, but it is a bit embarrassing for her to need her help when doing this.

In short, people are disabled, and this family is still complete.

In the west bedroom unit of the county family building, their rooms are clean and refreshing. Runye is a clean person. When he is free at home, he wipes and cleans, and even the kitchen is always spotless. The furniture is all the latest. She bought a color TV a long time ago to relieve boredom-only later her father-in-law and mother-in-law gave them two thousand yuan in cash. Not long ago, Li asked his uncle Wu to buy them a double-door refrigerator in the provincial capital. Materially speaking, they are quite superior among their contemporaries.

Runye was promoted from a general officer to the minister of children's department of the Communist Youth League Committee a few months ago, and his work became busy. However, no matter how busy she is at work, she always tries to take care of her husband. She is a wife and a nanny. In the days when she just came home and couldn't take care of herself, she fed him food and water every day, carried excrement and urine, washed her face and bathed her, and comforted him with gentle words. Whenever she fell into despair again and again because she lost her legs, she coaxed and caressed him like an aunt, helped him have a relationship with herself, and made him regain his desire and confidence in life.

It is in this self-sacrifice and dedication that Runye himself has gained some spiritual enrichment. She began to look at life more realistically. Under the control of this idea, her attitude towards work has become more serious and practical. The storm of life has changed our leaves. The fiery juice of youth stopped erupting and was replaced by solemn mountains.

We can't help but sigh again: Should we feel sorry for her? Or should I be happy for her?

No matter what kind of person we want Runye to be, Runye can only be herself. Ah, nourish the leaves! Isn't she still loved by us?

Later, the forward mood gradually stabilized. Sometimes, he went downstairs with crutches and wandered around the family courtyard. On Sunday, Runye pushed him in a wheelchair and went to Shan Ye outside Huangyuan for a whole day. He wouldn't let her push him to the movies, nor would he let her go to crowded places in the street. She understands his feelings-he is afraid that she will be hurt by everyone's attention.

Needless to say, I tried my best to be considerate of her. He is a very considerate person. With a wheelchair, his activities are more convenient. As soon as she went to work, he mopped the floor in a wheelchair; Then she turned to clean and wipe all the rooms for her. He insisted on taking over her cleaning job. He said that he had plenty of time and nothing to do all day, and this kind of help always helped her.

After she was promoted to Minister of Children, she was very busy at work and sometimes came back late from work. She said to her, "just let me cook for us!" You are responsible for buying things, and you don't care about others! "

"Can you do that?" She was very moved and asked doubtfully.

"You can do it! It's not like you don't know that my cooking is better than yours. You can rest assured to go to work! "

She smiled with tears in her eyes.

When she came back from work that day, she put all the food on the table and sat quietly in a wheelchair waiting for her. She saw him licking his lips with his tongue like a child, smiling innocently and looking at her. Tears welled up in her eyes. She went over, put her arms around his strong neck and kissed him on the face. "Can I do that?" He raised his face and asked her.

"Can do it! Can do it! " She lovingly stroked his hair and said. Since then, the husband has taken on all the housework. She doesn't buy food. She prepares some in the kitchen before going to work, and leaves the rest to the striker. He is willing to do it, and she is willing to let him do it, so that he will feel that he is still a useful person in life.

Indeed, labor makes the mood of progress better and better. He sometimes sings a few songs; Make fun of his wife.

In this process, Runye also deepened her love for her husband. She realized that love should really be based on the solid foundation of real life, otherwise, it is just a fruitless flower blooming on the tree of life ... Tonight, when Wu walked into their house with a painful face, they had finished their meal and were sitting together watching TV.

Runye quickly made tea for the leaders. While greeting Hui Liang to sit down on the sofa, he pushed a wheelchair and took out a box of "Daqianmen" cigarettes with a mouth from the small cupboard and put them on the coffee table. He turned into the bedroom and closed the door inside. He knows that Hui Liang and his wife are talking about work, and he shouldn't make them feel inconvenient. Only at this point, Runye is full of gratitude and respect.

After Runye sat down, Wu Cai found something wrong. She was surprised to find that this chic and accustomed Communist Youth League secretary was pale, with his hair disheveled on his forehead, and his heart seemed a little uncomfortable.

What is the political blow? No sign! All prefectural party committee leaders, including her second father, attach great importance to his talents. Within the Youth League Committee, several deputy secretaries and most middle-level leaders also respect him very much. You can't see anyone behind him.

So there are troubles in life? This is even more impossible! His feelings with Lily have always been inseparable, as everyone in the Youth League knows.

What happened to make this person feel so depressed?

Of course, Runye can't say anything first, just ask him if he has eaten. Wu lied that he had eaten, then sighed involuntarily and hung his head to his chest.

Yes, what happened to him-her guess was right.

"What's the matter?" She asked vaguely.

Hui Liang looked up. Runye was shocked to see his eyes filled with tears. "What's the matter?" She asked him again with wide eyes.

Wu sighed a few times in succession, and then told Runye about the disaster and shame he had suffered.

Runye was surprised to hear him finish, but she never believed what she heard was true. She was so nervous that both her hands sweated. "This ..."

She hardly knows what to say.

I didn't expect that! Never dreamed! The happy family she envied for many years is on the verge of breaking up!

She had no time to think about the matter itself, but she was once again strongly shocked by the twists and turns of life.

Life! Why are you always so inexplicable and incredible? "What can I do ... for you?" At some point, cold chestnuts also passed over her shoulders from time to time.

"I don't know." Wu Huiliang hung his head and said. "I'm really miserable, just to pour you this bitter water. Only you can listen to this ... my life is ruined anyway ... maybe you can talk to Lili, who is careless in smoking and drinking now. My heart is broken. Although I am in pain, I don't want her to torture herself like this. I don't even want to hate her anymore. Things seem accidental, but in fact they are inevitable. The seeds of misfortune were buried between us from the beginning, but we didn't find them at first. Without perfect society, how can there be perfect people? You know, I've always loved her, even now. Come to think of it, there are differences between us. This is not to say who is better than who, but different personalities, hobbies and views on life. Because of this, it finally led to this tragedy ... Go and see her anyway! " "I have to go!" Runye agreed without thinking.

"Of course, I'm not asking you to reconcile with us. No one can solve our problems. In the final analysis, our problems should be solved by ourselves. It's just that neither she nor I know how to solve it now ... "

"So, what should I say to Lily?" Runye expressed deep sympathy for the unfortunate Huiliang. He now looks as miserable as a child without a mother. "first persuade her not to smoke and drink ... maybe only you can persuade her. Don't blame, don't worry, she hates others to sympathize with or educate her ... "

Wu sat for a long time before stumbling out of Runye's house.

Tian Runye wanted to say something comforting to the leader, but he didn't say it. She knows that when a person reaches this point, any comfort from others is useless-she is already a person who has experienced emotional torture and deeply understands the taste!

Moist leaves back to the bedroom, a long time has been lying in bed. She found him looking at her inquiringly. Yes, she is in a bad mood and her face must be abnormal, which must surprise her husband. But she couldn't explain to him what had happened.

She took off her clothes, got into the bed he made for her and turned off the light. She couldn't sleep for a long time, and her mind was in a mess. Although this is the misfortune of Lily and Hui Liang, it makes her mood rise like a flood, just like her own misfortune. She can't react to what is happening. Isn't there love and happiness from beginning to end in the world?

Alas, Lily, what's the matter with you ... In recent years, due to their own misfortune and Lily's becoming a little poet, their communication has been much less, but anyway, they have been good friends since childhood, and they are still as affectionate as sisters when they meet occasionally. However, she found that she used very little language. Many things that Lily said are difficult for her to understand, even she can't understand at all. Every time I go to her house, I mainly talk about the past in the West. On the contrary, she and Huiliang have many topics to talk about ... She didn't expect such a thing to happen to them in the end. ...

Moisturize the leaves for a long time and can't sleep. She knew she didn't fall asleep forward-she looked asleep, but she stayed awake because he didn't snore. Alas, poor man, he is too sensitive. He may guess what happened between her and Hui Liang! However, in any case, she can't tell her husband what is happening now. ...

The next afternoon, Hui Liang told Runye that Lili didn't go to work and stayed at home. If she wants to find Lily, she can go directly to his house. Runye should take care of herself at night, and when she has no spare time, she will ride her bike to the relatives' hospital of the Federation of Literary and Art Circles to find Lili.

After seeing Lili, Runye saw her disheveled, dragging slippers and smoking, walking around the room with a glass of wine on the table. The situation is just as Hui Liang told her.

Lily doesn't seem surprised by her arrival. She sat her in a chair and said, "I know Hui Liang will tell you." She smiled nervously. "Did he ask you to teach me?"

"No, Hui Liang is very painful. He asked me to advise you not to smoke and drink ... "Moine Ye said, reaching out and holding Lili's hand. Lili fell on her shoulder and cried. She said to Runye, "It's not that I don't love him, but that he won't forgive me. It seems that breaking up is inevitable ... ""If it is not necessary to take this step, it is better not to go. A big mistake in fate is often caused by a temporary absurdity ... "

"But, I can't deceive Hui Liang, also can't deceive myself, I love the ancient wind chimes. Contradictions and pains are here. You know, I am an idealist. Idealists are both contradictory and painful. But I can't let myself live against my will all my life. ...

"I know I hurt HuiLiang too much. He is a kind man. You may not believe it. After I fell in love with Gu Fengling, a lot of pain was caused by Hui Liang's misfortune. If not, I wouldn't torture myself like this now ... "

Runye can't understand Lili's "contradiction". However, she believes that her pain is real-the pain belonging to a modern person may be more profound than what outsiders can ignore.

Runye knew from the beginning that she didn't come to convince her friends with general traditional principles. She can't persuade Lili to stop this painful "love trio dance". She doesn't have the level and wisdom. In fact, she still just said some useless enlightening words and walked out of this suffocating room with new confusion about life. ...

Tian Runye inexplicably walked back to his door.

Only then did she realize that she had come back an hour later than usual. She quickly inserted the key into the keyhole and opened the door.

As soon as she entered the living room, she was shocked: there were cooked meals on the table, all with bowls buckled, but there was no sign of progress. She quickly caught a glimpse of a note on the table. She went over and picked up the note, only to see that it said-the rice is on the table, it may be cold, please heat it up. Goodbye, dear people! I thank you for giving me happiness.

Wet leaves frantically knocked open the bedroom door. As soon as she stood at the door, she saw one hand standing under the window on crutches, and the other hand was struggling to throw a hemp rope on the iron fence with curtain rings-it seems that he had spent most of his life, but he still didn't put the rope on the iron fence.

She rushed over and hugged him, then pushed him to the bed next to her and cried, "What are you doing?" ! Hey, you, asshole! "Pale, staring at a pair of listless eyes, he suddenly opened his mouth and began to cry in his wife's arms. After crying for a while, he groaned and said, "I don't want to give you any more trouble ... you shouldn't live with people like me." You should have a healthy and decent man. I know that one day, you will not be able to stand this life. I should have let you go earlier ... "

Moist leaves soon understand that forward is really sensitive to her and Hui Liang. So he cried and told him about Huiliang and Lili, which surprised the impermanent man to open his mouth as big as the kiln mouth.

She suddenly impulsively put his hand on her stomach and said, "Are you going to leave me and the baby?"

"ah? Have our ... son? "

Li Xiangqian was in tears and buried her face in his wife's arms.