Read the "gentleman born before I was born" stirs the love of the soul

Seeing the title of the book, "Jun Sheng I have not yet been born", a poem naturally comes to mind: "Jun Sheng I have not yet been born, I have been born to the king is already old, I hate not being able to be born on the same day, and day by day, with the king is good".

This book on my desk for many days, I think it should be a novel about love, and is a big difference in the age of the two people. There shouldn't be any strong attraction.

I never thought, I yesterday day unintentionally flipped through a few pages, but attracted me to read a breath, straight to see a little more than one in the morning, during which several tears, the heart was long shocked, shocked at the world of such a pure and noble soul love, and at the same time, more admiration for Yang Nansheng on the country's dedication to the cause of scientific research.

The book makes me believe that there is such a beautiful love in this world, which is noble and pure. I really like this passage in the book.

The author of this book is Zhang Yanping, a senior reporter of Xinhua News Agency, who graduated from Shandong University in 1982. 1984, in charge of the daily activities of the National People's Congress report interviews, she met for the first time the love of her life, Yang Nansheng, and from then on there is the story of their mutual love, they know each other for 29 years, and companion for 27 years.

When they first met, one of them was a female reporter who had been working for just two years; one of them was a scientist who had passed his prime.

In the seven years since Yang Nansheng's death, Zhang Yanping has written 76 diaries in order to remember her lover and use the diary to talk to her, remembering the moments they spent together.

The book is a memoir dedicated to the 100th anniversary of the birth of her beloved Yang Nansheng. Nearly 200 letters were exchanged between them, talking about literature, poetry, music and so on. They addressed each other as lover, friend, wife/husband.

"Because of an interview that brought two hearts that should have been on different tracks close to the spark of love, they used letters from two places to let two people with the same heart know each other and live happily ever after for 27 years."

Born in Shandong to a military family, Zhang Yanping was born prematurely, with a well-developed emotional mind and an introverted personality. Her first time covering the two sessions, she was responsible for interviewing a team of Shaanxi delegates.

In the face of interviews, Yang Nansheng mouth always hangs a careless smile "O, comrade reporter". He answered the small reporter's question, with the elders teasing children's joke mentality, and from time to time to throw out a few questions about the youth of the 80s, but also handed Zhang Yanping half an apple.

Zhang Yanping was so nervous and disorganized that he was busy answering Yang Nansheng's questions and forgot about his interview. The first time I saw this, I was so happy to see that I was not able to write my own interviews.

Until two days later they met again at the entrance of the resident canteen, Yang Nansheng helplessly with a show of hands said humorously, the reporter again to interview. They walked and chatted, each other have a lot of **** the same topic, a soul and another soul of the warm collision.

One evening when they were walking together, Zhang Yanping recited Shu Ting's poem while walking, and Yang Nansheng gazed at her affectionately.

After the two sessions, Yang returned to Xi'an, and they sent letters by wild goose. Yang borrowed English poems to express his feelings of longing, and put them in his letters for Zhang Yanping to translate, and the two of them had strong and repressed feelings, and they often missed each other to the point of insomnia.

Yang Nansheng also had contradictory entanglements, mainly because he was older than Zhang Yanping, and was worried that he would not be able to accompany Zhang Yanping for a long time.

But separate and a kind of torture pain, the only love they will be happy. Two years later, Yang Nansheng once again came to Beijing for a meeting, each other clear mind, and finally overcame all the difficulties, married and lived together, even if Zhang Yanping's father to cut off the father-daughter relationship, she is also unresisting.

The book is also the main content of the Chinese solid rocket scientists Yang Nansheng for our country's aerospace career dedication to a lifetime of great achievements, he made China's solid rocket business seven or eight years ahead of schedule, known as "China's solid first person". He gave up the foreign high-paid retention, resolutely returned to China to fight for science and technology.

In the 1950s, Yang Nansheng was appointed to the Southwest Associated University, and then returned to his motherland with a doctorate degree from the University of Manchester in the UK. First, he was appointed as the director of the materials laboratory of the First Automobile Manufacturing Plant in Changchun, and participated in the development and production of China's first Jiefang automobile, and then transferred to the Institute of Mechanics of the Chinese Academy of Sciences to serve as a researcher and academic secretary.

Yang Nansheng leadership involved in the "Long March I" April 24, 1970 21:35, China's first artificial Earth satellite in Jiuquan base by the "Long March I" carrier rocket sent to the heavens, the third stage of the engine of the last push, the satellite accurately into the intended orbit. The final push of the third-stage engine accurately sent the satellite into the intended orbit, at that time, the "East is Red" music spread around the world, thus creating a new era in China's space history.

At that time, Zhang Yanping, a junior high school student in Dongying, Shandong Province, celebrated the "Dongfanghong No. 1" for the motherland, and she wrote a passionate poem published. She would not have thought that she would have such a deep bond with Yang Nansheng, who was involved in the satellite, many years later.

? If the time and space of two people's lives are presented on a plane, it is really like a dreamy crossing.

Many people remember the satellite - "Dongfanghong No. 1". But behind it to pay a great deal of hard work for the four hospitals of science, but is not fully known. This has to mention a name - Yang Nansheng - China's first artificial satellite third-stage solid rocket motor founder.

Because of this work needs to do confidentiality, Yang Nansheng's family did not know that he was involved in the leadership of the "Dongfanghong 1".

Yang Nansheng was born into a large family of talented people, his two uncles, younger siblings are scientific celebrities. One year Zhang Yanping went to Xiamen for an interview, Yang Nansheng asked her to go to Xiamen University to see his uncle Sa Bendong statue, Zhang Yanping went to Xiamen University to take a lot of photographs, and the library inside the second uncle Sa Bendong's information.

She went back to Beijing to show Yang Nansheng, Yang Nansheng said to Zhang Yanping, my two uncles are very talented, but their spiritual beliefs are completely different, the first uncle is the pursuit of their own fame; the second uncle is the pursuit of dedication to the country, I inherited a lot of aspects of the second uncle.

Yang Nansheng had been sent to Inner Mongolia, Xi'an, Shaanxi, are in a difficult environment to engage in scientific research, because of his blunt character, offended, Yang Nansheng was shut out of the "academician", "merit" outside the door, the reward for his work but to the The other people.

According to the book, "Two Bombs and One Star", many people think that Yang Nansheng was not evaluated is too unfair, that his life's work has been buried.

This book "Jun Sheng I have not been born" is not a simple love story, it is more about Yang Nansheng for the aerospace industry dedication to the story of life. And these stories are after the death of Yang Nansheng, Zhang Yanping and the author of the biography of Yang Nansheng together **** with the visit to understand.

In the era of poor facilities and conditions, in the political context, Yang Nansheng only seeks to dedicate himself, never complained of suffering, and did not ask for any benefits from the organization.

There is a paragraph in the book, they actually still live in 2012 in a house that leaks when it rains, which I find unbelievable and heartbreaking. Zhang Yanping's phone calls were always brushed aside, and she even went to the Petition Department to no avail. At that time, Yang Nansheng has been seriously ill, the fifth floor of the old house is really inconvenient, but also leaky, let people see heartbreaking ......

Until 2013 Yang Nanshan died a month before, Yang Nansheng years several old colleagues can not see past, for his joint request to the central government to respond to the request, this time soon have a reply to the instructions. Yang Nansheng improved housing conditions, and within 24 hours his household relations settled in Beijing Space (before it has been still in Xi'an), while arranging to write a biography of Yang Nansheng.

The book was released in 2018, written under the auspices of the Institute of Solid State Power Research of the Aerospace Group, and won the Fifth Central Enterprises Spiritual Civilization Construction "Five One Project" Outstanding Work Award. The biographies were written in addition to the "two bombs and one star" treatment.

(Previously, Zhang Yanping reacted in many places to the petition housing medical problems, but was delayed for more than 20 years)

Yang Nansheng 85 years old, one night was very painful, Zhang Yanping rushed to help go to the hospital, the doctor said that her money is not enough to handle the hospitalization. Zhang Yanping put all the bags on her body, she said I guarantee in the name of the family and the press card, I will make up for the medical expenses ......

Although Yang Nansheng died a month before his medical relations only finally adjusted to Beijing, only to enjoy the due treatment. He toiled and paid his whole life without ever living in a decent house, and when they first got married they only had a 50-square-foot house. Later the house rainy days and leakage, because the relationship is not in Beijing, "transfer order" was mysteriously blocked for more than 20 years, a lot of things are not good to deal with.

The heavens above let Yang Nansheng in his old age met soul mate Zhang Yanping, which is the best gift and comfort to him! Yang Nansheng said, Xiao Pingping is my first treasure; music is the second. I don't have anything to leave you after I leave, so let these music records accompany you.

This book, "Jun Sheng, I Have Not Yet Been Born", shows the two of them their most intimate letters, post-it notes, and daily message notes to readers, so that we too can feel the strong love between the lines.

Although they have a thirty-year age gap, they are like-minded in their thinking and values, and there seems to be no complaints, no quarrels, but only the love of each other's whole being.

When Zhang Yanping was writing in the evening, Yang Nansheng would send her a cup of hot water, hand her a piece of chocolate, kiss her hair, and then withdraw. Every evening the two of them went out for a walk hand in hand. Yang Nansheng once said to Zhang Yanping: Pingping, you are my little dewdrop.

Zhang Yanping's news article won the first prize, the unit rewarded her with family pay leave for half a month, she happily took the 82-year-old Yang Nansheng to travel to Beidaihe, to his favorite beach.

Yang Nansheng once said to Zhang Yanping, I hope that after my death, my organs can still be useful to society, I want to donate all. Zhang Yanping did not agree, he waited for Zhang Yanping went to work, he went to the organ donation procedures, but also write in the doctor's orders.

Author Zhang Yanping wrote in the book, "There is a class of people in the world, when he encountered he could not understand the super secular things, they will use their own value scale, this thing into his grocery store in a commodity in line with his values will be at ease, to this class of people, I only need to disdain."

Every noble character and soul should not be neglected; every sincere and pure love is worthy of being blessed, and love cannot be measured by common sense.

Salute to the great scientist Yang Nansheng! Salute to the good and noble emotions! More hope that those who stoically strive to contribute to the motherland, get the preferential treatment and respect they deserve. This book is worth collecting and reading.