A story about Li Ao himself.

Speaking of Taiwan Province writer Li Ao, both his enemies and friends have to admit that he is a strange man in the contemporary literary world! He was not only a writer all his life, but also a gifted scholar full of affection. Li Ao's emotional experience is as legendary as his passionate articles.

The first love of life and death with Luo

195 1 year, Li Ao, a senior high school student in Taichung City, won the silver prize in the "Chinese Composition Competition for Middle School Students" with an essay about Dewey. Luo, a junior female classmate who won the gold medal, became the object of his enthusiastic pursuit. /kloc-in the autumn of 0/955, on the night when Li Ao reported to the History Department of National Taiwan University, someone suddenly sent him a pink butterfly note. This writer is the man of his dreams! For several years, Luo didn't write back to him, but just when Li Ao gradually felt hopeless, she took the initiative to write to him! In the letter, Luo told Li Ao that she was admitted to the Department of Chemistry of National Taiwan University. Soon, Li Ao and Luo began to fall in love. In the second academic year, Luo was transferred to the history department in Li Ao, and they can meet each other day and night!

However, to Li Ao's surprise, a telegram "Mother is seriously ill and will return soon" recalled Luo to Taichung. Half a month later, the gaunt Luo returned to school and broke up with Li Ao immediately. It turns out that Luo's parents are devout Christians, and Li Ao's maverick is famous in his hometown. In particular, he resolutely refused to dress his dead father according to custom, which made Luo's parents extremely disgusted. Li Ao always thought it was possible for him and Luo to overcome this obstacle. He decided to meet Luo's parents in person.

Li Ao, who returned to school two days later, felt heartbroken. Because of everything he met in the Luo family, he has clearly realized that his friendship and love with Luo Jun for more than four years is really going to be cut off now! After waking up in the middle of the night, a sharp pain hit him. He picked up a prepared medicine bottle ... When Li Ao woke up again, it was already two days later in the morning. Fortunately, the students in the lower bunk found it that night and sent it to the hospital for rescue overnight. Li Ao, who had a narrow escape, finally came back from the dead!

But Luo left him forever. Many years later, Li Ao wrote in his memoirs: "I have made many girlfriends in my life, but no one can match me in vision, talent, cleverness and wisdom ..."

Wang Shangqin Bitan Qingyuan

Li Ao is an old friend of Wang Shangqin's eldest brother. Their love affair began with an accidental meeting on the bus. It was1February, 962. Li Ao lived in a bluestone two-story earth building in Xindian Town. He nicknamed Wang Shangqin "Bitan Mountain Building". On the first date, Li Ao entertained his girlfriend with the big carp caught by Bitan.

Wang Shangqin in love graduated from National Taiwan University. In the past year, they had many disputes about whether to study in the United States. Li Ao discovered the other side behind Wang Shangqin's tenderness. She is a woman with strong opinions and personality! 1September, 964, Wang Shangqin resolutely flew to the other side of the ocean to study.

When she just started studying, Wang Shangqin suddenly found herself pregnant. At first, Li Aoli advised Wang Shangqin to abort the fetus. However, her natural maternal instinct made it difficult for Wang Shangqin to accept Li Ao's decision anyway. Fortunately, Li Ao soon turned to support Wang Shangqin to give birth to their love crystal. On Christmas Eve this year, Wang Shangqin successfully gave birth to a baby girl in Seattle. The writer Li Ao named his daughter Wen Li.

1966 In the spring, Wang Shangqin flew back to Taipei with her daughter who was almost three years old. Just a few days before she left Taipei, Wang Shangqin suddenly found a love letter at home, which was written by a girl named H to Li Ao. At the same time, Wang Shangqin also found a love letter written by Li Ao. The next afternoon, Wang Shangqin said nothing to Li Ao and flew back to the United States with her daughter.

It was not until one day that Li Ao decided to break up with Miss H, who wanted to compete for the leading role in the movie Out of the Window, that she realized that this was just a game of meeting by chance, and Wang Shangqin had a new boyfriend in the United States.

Little "Y"' s Literary Romantic Dream

1966 12. Li Ao published "What are our restrictions on * * * *" on the satellite edited by him? After the solemn expression, * * * authorities hated "satellite" and listed it as a regulatory publication. To Li Ao's surprise, Xiao Y, a student of Chinese Department of Taiwan Province University of Political Science, is also a member of Martial Management Corps.

The friendship between Li Ao and Xiao Y can be said to be "played". That was in June 1965, and Li Ao accidentally found many readers' very sharp contributions-"Why did you see such a monologue?" -discuss with Mr. Li Ao. This is the first critical manuscript that Li Ao received since the publication of Monologues under Tradition. In Li Ao's view, the readers who sign "Y" actually want to impress the authorities. Some of her views are even sharper than the authorities' criticism and crusade against satellites, which makes Li Ao furious. And its author unexpectedly took the initiative to find you one day, and Li Ao singling out face to face! To Li Ao's surprise, the author Xiao Y is a beautiful female student.

Now, Xiao Y took the initiative to mention the past two years ago, and Li Ao suddenly made a bold request to her-ask her to have a light meal after work. That night, Li Ao and Xiao Y had a good time together. Later, during Xiao Y's military management of the "satellite", he and she even became friends who talked about everything.

After graduation, Xiao Y went to Hong Kong to be the editor of Bauhinia magazine, where she realized her dream of being a writer. 1970 On New Year's Day, Li Ao received the supplement of Ming Pao from Xiao Y, and her Extra was published in the Christmas special issue of this newspaper at the end of the year. From this beautiful and unique essay, Li Ao vaguely heard her voice. This is a confession of the past. When Li Ao discovered Xiao Y's mind, he realized that he had missed many opportunities to get close to Xiao Y. The next spring, when Xiao Y flew back to Taipei from Hongkong, he also found that he came back too late. At this time, another beautiful girl has entered the lonely life in Li Ao.

Xiao Lei's friend in need

After being supervised, the satellite was sealed. Li Ao, who makes a living by pen, actually lost his job under the website of the provincial authorities in Taiwan Province and started the business of selling old household appliances. In Li Ao's place, Xiao Lei was a confidante who gave her spiritual encouragement and comfort, even when her daughter Wenwen's life was difficult.

Li Ao wrote in his memoirs: "I met Xiao Lei on September 26th, 1967, when she was 19 years old and was about to graduate from Kaohsiung Girls' Middle School ... I fell in love with her as soon as I saw her. "

However, during this period, * * * authorities put increasing pressure on Li Ao. First, he was accused of participating in the activities of the * * * production party in middle school, and was constantly summoned by the Taipei Police Headquarters. Then, he was placed under house arrest because his friend, Lao K, a professor at National Taiwan University who was under spy surveillance, fled Sweden privately.

After Li Ao lost his freedom, she advised Xiao Lei to leave him. However, Xiao Lei attaches great importance to emotional loyalty, and the ultimate choice is of course to stay.

197 1 A few days before the Spring Festival, Li Ao unexpectedly dared to openly visit Lei Zhen, a suspect in prison, to protest his long imprisonment. Xiao Lei was scared, but she went to Xindianxi Prison with Li Ao.

197 1 March 19, Taipei is cloudy. Early in the morning, Li Ao found that the military and police surveillance around his home increased. This is a terrible signal! On this day, Li Ao took a photo with Xiao Lei in a famous photo studio in Taipei. In the evening, the gendarmerie came to the door. Li Ao handed Xiao Lei a wooden box containing NT$ 6,543,800+and insisted that she accept it in a non-discriminatory manner. Then she hugged Xiao Lei tightly and turned around and walked out the door without looking back!

In the first few days of Li Ao's imprisonment, Xiao Lei was alone in Guotai Building, and later she had to leave. Five years later, Li Ao was finally released from prison, but Xiao Lei was a wife and a mother.

The love of ice and snow with vivian lau

/kloc-in the winter of 0/976, Li Aogang was invited to the apartment of his old friend Macey Neng for dinner shortly after he was released from prison. At this small family dinner, he met a beautiful woman, who will be his best friend in the future. She is Ms. vivian lau and also graduated from Taiwan Province University.

1in the spring of 978, vivian lau began to live with Li Ao. Li Ao later recalled: "Hui Yun accompanied me through the longest seclusion in my life, knowing me best and protecting me most. For a while, I didn't go downstairs for five and a half months in a row, and Huiyun took care of me. She is really an amazing woman. " However, there are differences between Li Ao and vivian lau. First, Li Ao insisted on cohabitation and opposed marriage; Second, Li Ao has always insisted on resigning as an associate researcher at the Center for International Relations Studies of Taiwan Province University of Political Science. Because of the official background of the Center for International Relations Studies, Li Ao is determined to leave, while vivian lau thinks he should stay, not only because he can get enough salary to make a living there, but also because it is a rare protective coat. For vivian lau's stubborn attitude towards Li Ao's marriage, he gradually changed from initial incomprehension to understanding and acceptance.

1979 After the Lunar New Year, the bookstore owner Shen visited Li Ao and published his "Tradition under Monologue", from which Li Ao rushed out of the haze caused by the repression of the authorities.

Li Ao's comeback shocked the literary world in Taiwan Province Province. Hu Yinmeng, a movie star, also wrote a good article for Li Ao's Out of the Mountain. Published by the most influential business newspaper in Taiwan Province Province, it is called "maverick Li Ao". Vivian lau gradually found that Li Ao had changed and often avoided her eyes. Later, she found a love letter written by Hu Yinmeng, the big movie star she was most worried about!

Vivian lau voluntarily withdrew from the three-person relationship and resolutely flew to Cornell University in February 1980. What moved vivian lau was that on the eve of their breakup, Li Ao gave vivian lau NT$ 2,654,380+as all his tuition and living expenses for going to the United States.

A hasty marriage with Hu Yinmeng

Li Ao is no stranger to Hu Yinmeng. He is her favorite idol among China literati. This obsessive worship is the cause of childhood. At that time, Li Ao's parents lived in the dormitory of Taichung No.1 Middle School, which was close to her hometown in Xincun Lane, Hu Yinmeng. She often listens to her cousin and mother telling anecdotes about Li Ao. But at the first sight of Xiao Jiahe Li Ao, Hu Yinmeng was surprised. I imagined that he should be an unruly liberal, but I didn't expect his temperament. He is completely conservative in basic teachings. When Li Ao saw Hu Yinmeng, she was immediately moved by her beauty and understanding of the article, and her heart suddenly filled with blood!

Li Ao and Hu Yinmeng soon fell in love. 1980 On May 6th, after more than half a year of love, Li Ao and Hu Yinmeng finally decided to get married. At Li Ao's home, they held a very simple wedding. Li Ao was 45 years old at this time.

In fact, as early as when Li Ao and Hu Yinmeng were preparing to get married, an unpleasant atmosphere began to hang over them. On the one hand, Hu Yinmeng's mother opposed her marriage to Li Ao from the beginning, on the other hand, the pressure came from the authorities. Hu Yinmeng, a movie star who was once very popular in Taiwan Province, began to be left out in the cold. Just after Hu Yinmeng got married, Hu Yinmeng, who has always been invited by Taiwan Province Information Bureau as the host, was left out in the corner this time!

These factors, as well as the small friction in their living habits, have increasingly affected the relationship between Hu Yinmeng and Li Ao, and they separated. At this moment, Li Ao's good friends Xiao Mengneng and Zhu divorced because of the appearance of a third-party female editor, Xiao R. Li Ao stepped in to stop Xiao Mengneng out of concern for his friends, but made him bear a grudge. Meng Xiao remembers one thing. It was the spring of 1979, and Xiao Mengneng, the publisher, started to do real estate business with Li Ao. Because of his abundant funds, he soon bought and sold houses everywhere in Taipei, and even occupied a lot of real estate. At this time, he just bought a property in Tianmu Lu Jing, but he can't honor the contract at present. This apartment with an area of only 80 square meters needs to pay NT 165438+ ten thousand yuan. However, after paying the seller 550,000 yuan, Macey was able to leave Taipei and travel abroad for more than three months. Before leaving, Meng Xiao can ask Li Ao for help. After Macey was able to leave, Li Ao failed to live up to his friends' trust and paid NT$ 550,000 in one lump sum instead of Macey. At that time, because Li Ao happened to be madly in love with Hu Yinmeng, and both of them were indifferent to you and me, Li Ao transferred half of his investment in the property in Tianmu Lu Jing to Hu Yinmeng's name. At this time, Xiao Mengneng took advantage of the frustration of Hu Yinmeng's career to defraud Hu Yinmeng's real estate license, and took Li Ao to court on the trumped-up charge of "encroaching on others' private property".

1980 On the morning of August 28th, Li Ao was surprised to find that several newspapers in Taiwan Province Province published an important news: "Taiwan Province judicial circles held a lawsuit demonstration meeting in Li Ao yesterday, and celebrities from all walks of life such as Xiao Mengneng and Hu Yinmeng made generous speeches". Li Ao never expected that there would be such a rally in Taipei. To his surprise, his wife, Hu Yinmeng, will go behind his back to attend such an obviously unfavorable rally and throw dirty water at him! It has been publicly stated that Tianmu's property is a kind of wedding dowry given to her by Li Ao (Li Ao never admitted giving her the property, but transferred it to Hu's name). ), moreover, she also said that she has the right to dispose of this property and give the property certificate to Macey Neng. What Li Ao can't tolerate even more is that at this gathering attended by many media reporters in Taiwan Province Province, Hu Yinmeng insinuated that Li Ao's remarks violated the interests of the "party and the country". Li Ao rushed into the study in a rage and wrote a divorce statement:

Julius Caesar of Rome, when assassinated by friends and enemies, was strong in martial arts and drew his sword to resist. But when he found his beloved woman brutus in the crowd who attacked him, he said to brutus, "Why are you still there?" So he would rather be killed than resist.

First, Hu Yinmeng is my lover, and I don't resist her.

Second, I now announce that I want to divorce Hu Yinmeng. The failure of this marriage is all my fault, and Hu Yinmeng is right.

Now I have signed the divorce agreement and asked the original witness, Mr Meng Xiangci, to send it to Hu Yinmeng for signature.

Because of my departure, I hope that Hu Yinmeng will always be beautiful and not sad.

On the same day, after Li Ao announced his divorce decision, he drove away the reporters' motorcade, drove to a familiar flower shop and bought nine gorgeous red roses. Then, he went to the World Building where Hu Yinmeng lived. The stairs leading to Hu Yinmeng's home are crowded with reporters from all kinds of media. Hu Yinmeng used to like to wear colorful clothes, but now she has changed into an all-black plain dress. Li Ao wordlessly handed her nine brilliant red roses. At their home in Hu Yinmeng, Li Ao and Hu Yinmeng signed a divorce agreement under the auspices of a lawyer, ending their short marriage. Because * * * secretly intervened in Xiao Mengneng's lawsuit against Li Ao for encroaching on Tianmu's property, Li Ao was quickly sentenced to six months' imprisonment for "embezzlement". In the future, Li Ao finally got the ironclad evidence that Xiao Mengneng framed him and cleared him, and filed a lawsuit with the Supreme Court of Taiwan Province Province for Xiao Mengneng's "embezzlement". After several trials, Macey was also sentenced to six months' imprisonment.

The love destination with Wang Xiaotun

One afternoon in March, 1985, 1 1, on Ren 'ai Road in Taipei City, Li Ao saw a girl waiting for a bus watching the third issue of Li Ao Qian Qiu Review Series compiled by him while he was in Tucheng Prison. Look at that girl who is very devoted to reading magazines. Her height is almost the same as that of Xiao Lei. She is over 1.7 meters. She is tall and fat. In particular, her reading style is almost the same as that of Xiao Lei. Li Ao watched and couldn't help approaching the girl. In this way, he met Wang Xiaotun.

1in April, 1985, Wang Xiaoyun, a student of Taiwan Province University of Culture 19, accidentally received a large envelope containing a poem written by Li Ao: I don't look at your eyes/your eyebrows/I forget who I am/I don't look at your eyebrows/my heart jumped when I looked at it/I cried later.

How time flies! It's already June 1988. After a long love run of three years, Wang Xiaotong finally became Li Ao's wife.

After more than half of ups and downs, Li Ao finally found his ideal lover and really formed a beautiful and warm family. When they were newly married, Li Ao invited four friends, including Chen, as witnesses for him and Wang Xiaotun. Li Ao personally wrote four sentences on the marriage certificate: the witness is old and the witness is common. The truth was false and three people were released.

1On August 3rd, 992, Li Ao had a son, Li Kan. 1On October 23rd, she gave birth to another daughter, Li Chen.

Wang Xiaotun has never found a job in society since she got married, and has become an indispensable assistant and secretary in Li Ao's writing. Wang Xiaotun doesn't make public, and he doesn't ask Wen Da. In her married life, she has always kept a frank and low-key woman. 1On April 25th, 995, Wang Xiaoyun, who has always been reluctant to appear in public, appeared in the Kunlun Hall on the second floor of the Grand Hotel 12, holding his daughter with his left hand and his son with his right hand. She came to attend her husband's 60th birthday celebration. On this day, 100 people attended the birthday party. When Li Ao and Wang Xiaotong both appeared at the birthday party and faced with a huge special birthday cake, thunderous applause rang out at the scene!

Also on this day, Li Ao's sister delivered a congratulatory message entitled "Dior": "In any case, Xiaotun is simple and sensible, gentle and considerate, and can support Li Ao in all aspects. They have beloved children, especially their sons, who are smart, can recite many poems, like electrical appliances, and especially like to play with vacuum cleaners. My sister said,' You can quit as a cleaner!' Although the youngest daughter Chen is still young, she knows at a glance that she will be as beautiful as her mother in the future! Dior is over 60 years old and has a stable and warm home, which makes our relatives infinitely gratified ... "