What influence does the concept of son preference have on us?

My only child. Thanks to the one-child policy and the rule that hospitals are not allowed to tell men and women. I really appreciate it.

In fact, growing up, I always felt that the concept of son preference was not very direct. Until I was in the third grade.

Myself, fragile in heart, extremely blx, and at that time, the school was in conflict with my classmates, so I was depressed for a whole year. Take medicine to control insomnia and depression.

But I am a person, but my memory is excellent. I was teased by adults when I was a child. If I had a brother and sister, my parents wouldn't want you. Plus, my parents like to attack and threaten education. It's like turning you into a baiwenhang, or if you do this again, everyone won't like you.

During that time, my mental state just improved, and there was no pressure in the summer vacation. But in fact, I am still nervous, prone to insomnia and serious somatization. The senior high school entrance examination will be held next year. At this time, my parents suddenly told me that my mother seemed to be pregnant.

My first reaction at that time was that I was going to be abandoned. The second reaction is that I don't want or need a brother or sister.

It's not that I don't like children, but that I am a selfish and realistic person. I was born when my parents were old (sort of, I was born in my thirties). I am fifteen years old. Although they keep saying that I don't have to worry about that brother and sister, think about it. When my brother and sister were my age, I was thirty and my parents were over sixty. Pensions support younger brothers and sisters. If you are a younger brother, you will buy him a house and a car in the future. How can you not need my support? I know what's going on at home. Therefore, I firmly oppose it. They said that I had a younger brother and sister who had a career, and they also cited examples of their time. However, I didn't expect that their brother and sister were only a few years old, and I was fifteen. I don't quite understand what help is.

So it was serious. You can call me selfish or heartless. I don't regret doing this at all. After all, I have no brothers or sisters now.

After all, my mother later admitted that if I had a younger brother, I wouldn't have such good resources, and most of the things at home were his. She also gave me an example of my sister helping my brother, and my brother will repay such a thing in the future. She just preferred boys to girls, and she finally admitted it. She said that her generation could not change. I don't care, but it hurts to think about it. The dross of the original feudal cultural thought has not been completely changed so far.