We are all daughters of time-Chang 'an in August.

Whether we are five, fifteen, twenty-five or thirty-five ... each of us is the daughter of time and will be favored by time. -Chang 'an in August

Chang 'an in August, formerly known as Liu Wanhui, was born in Harbin in August 1987. In 2006, Harbin won the top prize in liberal arts. Graduated from Guanghua School of Management, Peking University, a young writer in China.

I prefer to call her Erxiong.

Daughter of Time is the first book published by Erxiong after several years of silence. Different from her previous novels, this book is a collection of essays, which intermittently summarizes the articles written by Erxiong in recent years. There are not many words, and one afternoon is enough to finish reading.

This is the third time I have read it.

Still the familiar two-bear wind, or the familiar two-bear smell.

The cover of the book is a nude hardcover cover, which is concise and unique. In the middle of the cover is a cello, which tortured Erxiong for eight years but made her fall in love unconsciously.

She said in the book: "I have always liked it. It is my burden, my suffering, and the nightmare I am eager to get rid of; But it also gave me pride, gave me happiness, and gave me the beauty and hope that I could not get in my awkward and tacky childhood. "

I have always been ashamed to tell others that I have studied ballet for four years. Leg press, bend down and spread your legs. That was my nightmare before the fourth grade. I hate them. I hate the uneasiness when I bend over. I hate the pain when I open my crotch. I hate making the same gesture over and over again. I am entangled with my mother, and I am curious about how I had the courage at that time. When my mother threatened not to dance, she still stubbornly resisted. My mother finally compromised, and I regret it. Of course, it's still me after all these years. I just felt liberated. Finally, I don't have to go dancing with pointed shoes on my back when the children are playing wildly on weekends.

How easy it is for children to be happy and how powerless it is for adults to regret it.

Once upon a time, I unconsciously resisted everything about ballet. When I saw the pictures passing by quickly, I saw the dance club passing by quickly, as if my decision at that time was absolutely correct.

Now, I will set the dancer's wonderful dancing posture as the desktop, and I will want to buy beautiful dancing shoes when I see them. I have begun to accept the decisions I made when I was young.

Not regret, just regret.

Erxiong is braver than me. She accepted the lost soul attached to the cello. I finally admitted my love for cello.

Dear Mr. Bach: 20 17 new year, I started practicing the piano again. "

Time has taught us to be brave unconsciously, so that we can face ourselves. Whether right or wrong, good or bad, everything that happened will eventually become a part of our soul and shape us into what we are today.

We are all daughters favored by time.