What's the difference between listening audio and normal audio?

I use a monitor at home now, but I regret it! The reasons are as follows: Compared with ordinary speakers, monitor speakers have lower distortion, better sound field restoration effect and no timbre rendering. For example, if you record your own voice, the sound from the monitor box is closer to your original sound, but if you are at home, there is no need to use the monitor box! Because: 1, monitor speakers are expensive. 2, there is almost no sound rendering, so it doesn't sound as good as ordinary speakers, no big dynamics (no atmosphere)! Audio lovers will answer your questions wholeheartedly!