Life is a cultivation - reading "excellent teacher self-cultivation" feeling (revised)

Counting carefully, in the three-foot podium on the plow cloud sowing rain has been 28 years. I don't know if there has been excellent, but sent away one after another students, leaving a paragraph and a good memory, to their own experience has added rich content, heart feel both solid and pleasant.

Recently, I read Mr. Li Zhixin's book "The Self-Cultivation of Excellent Teachers", which is like a confidant, and it says everything I want to say. I rushed to use half a month's time, meditation reading, hate to see each other.

In this book, Mr. Li used fresh words to record his journey and growth story, reading his book is like talking with a philosopher and having a conversation with a confidant. Life is a grand encounter, and in the twilight of my educational career, I am grateful to have met this book, which has awakened my dusty memories and allowed me to reorganize the road I have traveled.

In 1994, with my ignorance of education and confusion, I was apprehensive to stand on the podium, and from then on opened the chapter of my youthful life. I realized that the theories I had learned in school, once they came into contact with the reality, became completely on paper. The students also seemed to see my cowardice and incompetence, either making a fuss in class or falling asleep, shouting outside the classroom, chaos and disorder, they challenged my bottom line again and again, time and time again to create problems for me, I was always surrounded by confusion, helplessness, confusion, inferiority complex, helplessness, but fortunately, the experienced veteran teachers in the school to give me unselfish help: the encouragement of Ms. Li Yuanmin gave me the strength, the Ms. Hou Su'e's kind way of dealing with me to dispel my fears, and Mr. Duan Xinmai's rich teaching experience gave me confidence and courage. They hand in hand to teach me, accompany me, motivate me, achieve my ...... Now, how many years have passed, the past is like smoke, but vividly, the teacher's grace will always be in the heart.

The son said: "I ten five and ambition to learn, thirty and stand, forty and not confused." In the teacher's careful cultivation, thirty to forty years old, I ushered in the high time of life. In order to improve their level of education and teaching, I began a hunger to learn, then read the most is "Primary Language", "Primary School Young Teachers", "Education Times" and so on, I put these books under the pillow, every night before going to bed, have to take time to read, and this has become a kind of seeped into the heart of the habit, until today, is still in the follow. Whenever I see a good article, I will carefully excerpt it, and when I see a good teaching design, I will actively practice it in the classroom. I do not miss any opportunity to go out to learn and train, and carefully prepare for each lesson, the lesson plan is the real flow of my thoughts in class. Whether it's the scorching summer or the snowy winter, the lights in my office are always on late into the night on the large campus. For this reason, some teachers do not understand, said: "you so desperate why?" I don't know why, I just think this is what I should do. Because of the busy self-growth, let the two-year-old child in the dark schoolyard crazy play, once, the child's face knocked on the hard flower bed edge prongs, leaving a permanent scar.

The world's hundreds of years old family is nothing but virtue, the world's first and other good things or reading. "The belly has poetry from the gas", in order to let my students have elegant, I led the students to extracurricular reading, there are provisions of the book list, there are self-selected books, I read to the students a day a statistics, a week a beautiful piece, a January awards, a lot of children therefore love to read, the ability to enhance, and even become courteous and dignified behavior up. During this decade, I myself also had a great breakthrough, maturity and confidence instead of the year's youth, has been awarded the county and municipal excellent teachers, very smooth evaluation of senior elementary school teachers, and later in the elementary school teachers are allowed to evaluate the first year of the title of senior secondary school teachers, and successfully evaluated senior teachers in primary and secondary schools. It can be said that I am in pain and happy. The process of breaking the cocoon into a butterfly is painful, but only through the pain can I experience the nobility and happiness of the butterfly.

Now, as I get older, I'm gradually thinking about education in a whole new way. Education is not the teacher's wishful thinking and one-upmanship. The family is the first school of life, parents are the best teachers of children, to teach children, first come to teach parents. In order to find the source of education, in 2018, I got to meet Luoyang Mingde Academy. Here, I gained an in-depth understanding of family education and traditional culture. Since then, I and a group of like-minded friends every week run on the road to promote traditional culture and spread family education, we participate in **** practice, constantly cutting, look at each other and good, sharpening the way forward, has been in Yichuan Duyuan opened parent classroom for six periods, serving the parent classroom of the Poto Primary School and Endeavour Mining School, not only for the countless families caught up in the plight of parenting to bring hope, but also more importantly, in the process of learning, the More importantly, during the learning process, my soul was purified and upgraded, gratitude, sincerity and respect existed in my heart, and I was happy to benefit others and myself. At the same time, I have gained harmonious interpersonal relationships, a happy family atmosphere, and unexpected abilities. I insisted on recording my own experience on the book every day, and now I have written 450,000 words of essays. As Ms. Li wrote in her book: "The words and sentences we write down first change ourselves, our feelings, our moods, and our understanding of, and attitudes toward, education. Teachers have to teach, read and write, even if the reader is only themselves! Reading and writing, is responsible for their own lives, is responsible for the future of the nation. Because the life of the text, more than people. Without a little record, then what do we use to prove that we once came to this world, once lived and loved?"

Bingxin said, "Successful flowers,? we only envy her present bright color! But I don't think that's the case. The first time her buds? The first time I saw it, I was soaked in tears, sprinkled with sacrifice, and then I saw the first time I saw it. The tears of the spring, sprinkled with the sacrifice." This book is a teacher's history of growth and struggle, every paragraph in the book as a trickle of words moisturize the heart, thought-provoking, inspiring. The teacher ends the book with a humble expression of gratitude to all those around her. As a person of the same age, compared with Mr. Li, the gap between heaven and earth, but looking back on my own growth process, I am also full of gratitude: thankful for growing up on the road encountered every person, every story, thankful to meet with the teacher's book, thankful for the book, awakened my memories, so that I was able to write these words, leaving the imprints of my life. Of course, more thankful to see this article you, listened to my story, accompanied me through a journey of the heart.