Pay tribute to those moments in life that are not pale enough.

Now facing this pale paper, I can't write my inner shock. In the dark, countless window lights across the street are quietly on. On snowy nights, pedestrians and cars come and go, and there is no answer to the phone call.

Lao Wang said that life is too long. If there is no obsession, the road to old age will be very painful. Lao Wang swallowed a mouthful of saliva at the wine bureau and drank a large glass of white wine. Amid cheers and toasts, he was in a trance. When he thought that he was poor, as an intern reporter of Metropolis Daily, he was also cautious and eager to try. His major is similar to mine. He writes all kinds of articles, large and small, which are sent and received by the company. He wrote wedding invitations to all his colleagues. He also has his own calligraphy manuscript in the circle of friends. However, unlike him, he did not successfully enter the media industry to realize his news dream, but became an executive of a construction engineering company. He occasionally said that people still have to do what they like.

Soon after Xiaomi graduated, things at work were a bit overwhelming. Colleagues in the same department are nearly ten years older than her. People say that she is Xiaomi's master, so let Xiaomi study hard. Xiaomi helped his colleagues do a lot of work that didn't belong to him in private, perhaps because they were in urgent need of growth or out of gratitude. Xiaomi is still young. She doesn't understand that in the workplace, there is no more work and more work, only more mistakes and more work. When I was a child, I thought the world was worth being beautiful, and kindness would be cherished and seen. When I grow up, I find that although the world is not so evil, few people can bear it and cannot bear to use it.

On the way to and from work, there are breakfast stalls all over the street every morning. Under the severe winter in the northwest, street lamps are flashing solemnly. Hand-grabbed cakes and lotus leaf cakes are always the most common foods. The boss will ask customers again and again if there are any taboos, Chili sauce, chopped green onion and garlic, etc. In this environment, traffic lights are flashing, buses are full, elevators are too crowded, and you are too busy to have a rest at noon. But in the early morning, in the cold wind, in a hurry, eat a hot breakfast and hear a kind voice, you will feel warm.

In the new year, I am alone. Wake up in the morning and receive the blessings from my classmates. I hope I look better and better. During the month when Mr. Lu came to Gansu, we spent no more than 10 days together. After helping me move home, he took several bags of instant noodles and mineral water and took the late-night train to Hubei. He left for the last time, and for the last time, in a lonely moment, he embarked on a long journey again and again. I will remember the moment he left and give him greetings and blessings during his long journey. In the days when we didn't know each other, knew each other and fell in love, we all grew up separately. After we met, we felt that this person was so similar to ourselves in personality, rhythm and three views, and we felt extremely lucky. After the acceptance of the project, he worked overtime until the early hours of the morning. I always wondered why he didn't return my message. It was not until I worked overtime until late at night that I realized that it was not good to judge what I had never seen or experienced. I once told him that when I was growing up, I always felt that there was no one behind me and I was always taking care of others, those who were worthy of my treasure or those who were not worthy of my love. But he will always be the one who sent me home and eloquently turned away. When I first met him, I was amazed at his profundity and maturity, but there is no shortcut for each of us to grow up. We are just disappointed again and again, suffering again and again, and being strong again and again. He is a boy, and he must be strong in the established laws of this world. He once said that he would protect my innocence, but he didn't know that while he was capable and willing to protect me comprehensively, he was also fragile and childlike. Good love is to turn two people back into children. We don't need to be brave or pretend. This is the meaning of intimacy.

After the job transfer, overtime became more frequent. My sister in the same department brought me a cup of milk tea, and my mood instantly improved. I used to work in the original department and did many things that were beyond my responsibility and could not be promoted, such as helping others to reimburse, filling out agreements, sending notices, printing documents, sending express delivery and so on. It's easy, but if you do too much, your heart will be unbalanced. In the foreign literature class at the university, the teacher said that you should be kind to others, but don't expect others to do the same to you. Forgive me for not being able to do it now. When the two leaders of the former department were transferred, I meant what I said when I made a toast, although I didn't feel very smooth in my usual cooperation and work exchange. It's just that the world is very big, and once we get to know each other, there is bound to be one person.

202 1 More than half a month has passed, and I still miss every day I spent. It was bad, happy, neither salty nor light, neither painful nor itchy. As Lao Wang said, people will wither without obsession; Just like Xiaomi, he knows how to be grateful, is responsible for his work, and lets goodwill shine, just to be worthy of himself; Just like there are always pedestrians who get up early, working hard for life and giving warmth to others; Just as there are always people in this world who can see through your weakness, accept your weakness and protect your innocence; Just like there are always pragmatic people.

May 2022 continue to preserve and cherish those moments in life that are not pale enough.